On my way to recovery!

    Let's forget about death!  Let's think about the word, "Will".  After the death of a Loved one, the word "Will" can crush a family into pieces.  It will create teams and enemies!  "Who gets what!" and "Who gets this!" and "Who can't have this!! and "What they (the dead) would want the person to have."
    My family is going through a mad house and I'm the middle man.  I'm the one who is sending messages to this person and giving messages to that person because they don't want to touch elbows to make this happen the way Maw-Maw would want it to.  All they have to do is get it over with and then fight or never talk again!  I don't even care if grudges are held between them.  I was the one telling them to come together and make Peace but there is no piece!  So if I can't tear away their grudges and bring respect, then I shall step away.
    I went across the US to get away from this game.  Goggle called it 2,330 miles away.  From the East coast to the West coast trying to run from it all.  Now I have returned to try and get things I have to together.  I am once again the middle man.  Distance does a lot.  Planning to be gone again in 2 weeks.  I haven't even had the time to grieve over the death of my Maw-Maw.  Some people are saying that's good I'm busy, to keep my mind preoccupied, but when will the pain come.  I would rather get the pain over with then to put up with it later, to come.

    I'm mentally and physically tired!!

AND I'M OFF THE MIC!!!!!!!!...

   Much Love, Honor and Deep Respect
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